i hate the idea that there are those certain small issues that i just cant solve by myself without needing a hand from the ppl around me

worst when its needed from the peeps you dont wish to affiliate with
that's hypocritical no ?
the idea of having to be dependent on others on matters which are too far from being as serious as 'life and death' issue..
its sickening and frustrating
more unfortunately, i'm a pessimist to begin with
and positivity are nowhere near me this time
at this age, to still be dependent is a privilege so i should be thankful
but it is not cool at all at times

aioo.. i should stop thinking too much
it's not good for health i heard
=p