just... sighs...

final exam is tomorrow

and i am scared to death.
the encore.. of 5 years in medical school.
just....

Oh M Geee !

TT_TT
-tummy ache --> frequent toilet visits
-tremors
-palpitations
-restlessness
-sudden hysterical laugh
-suddenly punching shalon's arm
-watch nichkhun and tvxq vids on youtube (relieving factor.. hehe)

sigh sigh #1
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sigh sigh #2

while i am still struggling with the books and the emotional turbulences to sit for this exam
that is the time lah..
all over facebook, friendster and blogs..
this friend got married, that friend got married also,
this friend got officially engaged, that friend just got a baby,
this friend went to a bridal studio to choose wedding gowns + photoshoot for the wedding album
that friend went overseas and is enjoying life
that friend bought a car (working already kan)
this friend enjoying her housemanship and their graduation day happen to fall on Oct 10 (our big day i suppose.. results kan)

sob sob

my life is so different..
i'm very grateful to Allah though :) my life is blessed enough.

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it just hit me that (a bit late i know).. just next week..
my fate,.. our fate..
results will be out !!

giga tera sigh sigh #3
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why do i feel so unprepared for the exam ?
TT_TT

sigh sigh #4
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AaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~
*freaking out*

sigh sigh sigh again..
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ciao ppl.

ALL THE BEST FOR THE EXAMS !
LET's DO OUR BEST ^^
♥♥♥