imma be a paediatrician

NOT !

bad news for me, i may not make it in time to join my few good friends in surgery dept (my next posting)
i've lost the will to fight.
TT_TT

i'm just living my days off as routines - waking up fricking early in the morning (according to my timezone), am review + template questionnaire + blood taking (i despise) + nagging2 and on unfortunate days- a bonanza of scoldings + clinics + lunch + pm review/cmes + pass over rounds if on-call + if on-call with certain malignant peeps (goodbye life) + continue next day routine + evening-wait for my brother to pick me up + home + facebook country story (plant trees and veges) + mandi + sleep.

yes it is that boring.

my conclusion = your day is decided by those who are working with you.

i promise to myself that when i become a senior HO (loooooooooooooong way to go), i'm not going to look down on the noobies (first poster like the current me)
unlike some ppl.
hope karma comes to visit those ppl soon.
heh.

what sin have i done in my past life to deserve this (cheh. ungrateful. hehe)
yes i'm being very negative now.
just had the worst week of my life.
on-call with the naggy two-faced m/o --

yes. thanks for irritating the hell out of me at 4am, when i have been running around since 7pm, trying my best to finish all the work, at thaaaaat time of the month.

yes that scene.
damn.
slept for only 30mins that day.

then i had my short case exam (yes it's UNIS all over again)
one RS case, another one hydrocephalus.
bad prognosis :/

the only good thing so far :

finally, i got the 5 digit gaji today XD

tapi dengan siapaa ??
T_T
i wish my buddies were here.....