Sunday, January 31, 2010

january ends

it's already Jan 31st and I havent wished a certain someone 'happy new year' yet.
hoho
procrastination :/

today is my last peaceful sunday at home here in ranau. aigoo.
i cannot postpone the induction this time, cos i know when the next one is on, i'll feel like postponing it again.
bitter truth. happiness filled hols has to end eventually :((and it's tomoro.
i'm leaving for KL the day after, 0725 flight.
by the time i'm fully awake, i'll already be in LCCT :/
then 1340, i shall leave for KB.
induction at pasir mas.
then on 5th, will take the next flight back to KL and last flight back to KK.
i really hope to be posted in KK. so that the rain wont have much effect on me. hehe

anyways, i will miss this kiddo a lot !

the one who always ruin my peaceful morning sleep.
the one who always wants to eat whatever i eat (she's crazy about durian.. haha)
the one who i always bully (it is out of love okie baby ;p)
the one whose favourite word is : TIADA. haha.

introducing : baby rebecca



will pose for photo even when extremely sleepy XD
she bullies me also okie.



will scream, shout and cry exaggeratedly whenever she notices that no one is paying attention to her.
one spoilt brat XD



but feed her anything edible then...



huge smile (showing 5 teeth) + eye smile some more.
hihi.
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these past few months i've experienced a lot on decision making (damn i hate it)
it sure is not easy.

also went furniture shopping with my parents. went to almost all furniture shops in KK. walking in one really feels like shopping for furniture in pet society. haha. only thing u cannot simply buy cos you dont pay with pet society coins and it is for long term XD
finally found one set for my room. a simple design lah. will upload pic of my decorated room (not too soon though. sighs. work. i fear tagging and on-calls. huwaah)

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also an incident happen (nothing serious tho)
i got hurt. emotionally. over a friend whom i thought was my bestfriend.
:((((
those were the days lah.
we grew-apart ? i hate that word.
despite her keep telling me that i'm her 'bestest' friend,,,,, well, maybe not anymore.
i dont remember doing anything that might have made her upset, since we havent been meeting a lot bcos of the distance. just phone calls once in a while.
to text me one single sms was too hard it seems.
stood me up for a meet up and never sms/call me after.
that too, when i was really needing a friend :(
should i confront her ?
i really wonder.. who am i to her.. now ? (soalan emo)

haha.

:(

but......... i'm still hurt.
i guess, the closer you are to someone, the easier you'd get hurt.

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i'll be on hiatus (only for internet) after this, until my posting is decided, i settle down then apply for internet line. *sighs*

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looking forward for the March 20th meet-up ! i'm going to work really hard and earn a break that day to meet you guys ! hihihi
SuJu's concert pun jadilah. (more motivated if 2PM or TVXQ) hehe

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top of my wishlist :


Taec Yeon's ITS2PM KISS ME mug !
even if it costs 25USD. gila sudah saya. hihi.

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ciao ppl.
still have to pack some more stuffs altho i really should be sleeping. aiyo.
nite2.
hugs and kisses.
;p
take care !

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